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A rape movie?

I've been so horny again lately after alot of dirty cocksucking and anal at a club last weekend for my bday. I'd actually like to do a rape movie, of course it wouldnt be real rape but I would want it to look as real as it could be. I just wonder how I would go about finding people for it that could be trusted?

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The term 'slag'

Okay, to me this word 'slag' is an insult and derogatory, it even says so in the dictionary. It conjures up images of slappers who let themselves catch stds, get pregnant, cheat on their partners, go bareback and dont care about their own health and are a bit silly and vacant and dont respect themselves.

I dont see any of the following terms as being in the same league...slut (promiscuous woman....yep thats me alright), cunt, whore, cumslut, fuckpig, fuckdoll, bitch, etc. To me they are perfectly acceptable although fuckpig is unflattering.

I think men who still use the term 'slag' put womens sexual liberation back years and see women negatively and actually dont really like women who enjoy their sexuality very much, wanting to just insult them instead for their enjoyment. I find it narrow minded, and an outmoded outlook which suggests immaturity to me.

I detest the word and know that anyone who still uses it in this day and age probably wouldnt get on with me and isnt interested in seeing the female species as the beautiful creatures we are but instead as some piece of skanky trash who should be ashamed of her love of all things sexual.

I dont know about anyone else but this really turns me right off. And I certainly do not consider myself to be a 'slag'.

What do others make of the term 'slag?' and what does it mean to you?

I am interested to know if its just me and a select few who deem the word as inappropriate, demeaning and insulting to women in a very unflattering, unsexy way?

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the key...

I found something out about myself tonight, why I havent realised this before is beyond me but I know now.

When my hair is pulled I seem to just kind of instantly go into my submissive state and go into a sort of sexual frenzy. If teamed up with having my nipples pinched or sucked, etc my cunt gets wet and I'm just turned into a complete nympho. I just need to be fucked straight away in this state, or suck cock, taste cum, kiss, be fingered, whatever. Its overwhelming. I melt into sexual ecstasy.

I was made to suck cock in a car tonight until I made the guy I'm seeing cum and I only wanted more afterwards. So after driving elsewhere he obliged me by letting me suck his cock again and having me beg for anal which I got outside of the car and over the Merc before going back into the car and asking him to cum on my face, which he did gladly and more cum for me. Again I just wanted more and we parted both wanting to go again but deciding it best to wait until next weekend when I am to be used in a swingers club again and the following weekend just used by him at his place, although I am eagerly searching online for a very slutty busty blonde to join us as I have a real need to play with just a girl. It was my idea, I think the contrast of white skin and pink cunt and very blonde hair will be good and for some reason I just have to have a slutty looking blonde type rather than any other, it turns me right on. Mmmm.

In the meantime though I just want my hair pulled some more as the state it gets me into is quite amazing, I love it!

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The Slut That Got The Cream

The Slut That Got The Cream

As you know I went to a Swingers club last night and had arranged to meet with a seasoned swinger that evening. He was to pick me up and take me to the club with me as his partner and we hadn’t met before, it was all very last minute and arranged on the day. I knew from his pic that he would be a nice guy as he had a friendly face and a nice smile and for once I judged right as he was exactly as I thought he would be and a perfect partner in crime and really looked after me making sure I was alright with everything.

I decided to wear my new silver earings, a short tartan skirt with stockings and suspenders, the skirt being so short that at the back the lace stocking tops were clearly visible and with any gust of wind so was my bum! And black lacey knickers that really did not cover my butt at all and a new black and gold lacey bra which showed underneath the very cute tight black top I had on with puff shoulders and buttons done the front, I teamed this with black knee boots. I love this outfit as its low cut, short and revealing in a schoolgirl sort of way and very cheeky and makes me look both cute and very naughty. He collected me near my house and I took off my coat and put it in the back of the car along with my bag of tricks and climbed in the front seat, fully aware of the sneaky looks an old man outside the pub was giving me as I did so.

Off we went to the club and all was well until on the way in I managed to slip in my boots and land on my knees, ripping my brand new stockings and cutting both knees up badly so much so that they were bleeding and wouldn’t stop!!!! So, the first thing I did when inside was go straight to the bathroom and bathe them and change my stockings and have a few drinks to help ease the pain as they were in agony. Not a good start at all.

However, after a while and more drinks and some chatting we started to kiss and kicked it all off being the first playing couple there in a steadily filling club. The next thing I know we’re in the grope room getting it on and the cubicle corridor is filling with hard cocks waiting for attention and wandering hands lurching towards my body to cop a feel. I was soon down on my knees sucking my companions cock knowing there were guys watching. and he started to eat my pussy before I went back to sucking him off and he told me he wanted to fuck me. I lent over to the grope bit and felt hands on my tits and in my cunt and started to wank off the cocks in front of me and suck one a bit. I honestly forget the order of the proceedings as I did so much last night so excuse me if its all a bit muddled but I will write what happened no matter what the order.

It wasn’t working for him to fuck me in that room as it simply wasn’t big enough to get into a good position so I just sucked him until he came in my mouth and we left the room and went to sit in a cooler area as the club was boiling hot and no one could sort out the heating there! I decided it was a good time to go and change into my red pvc outfit which consisted of an underbust corset and teeny skirt with my stockings, etc and of course I was wearing my collar all night but before that we kissed and played a little and I met a very tall black man who was 6ft 8 and hung like a horse and it was clear he was very interested as all night he kept appearing. He had a friendly face and demeanor and so later we played quite extensively. Anyway, I said I was off to get changed and he said I looked good enough as I was but my partner said, well, you havent seen whats shes going to change into yet and so off I went. I emerged all in red and there were appreciative glances and the black man agreed that the outfit was great and another guy said, yes, I like this one much better! I was in the most revealing outfit in the place of course, with my tits out, typical of me. But at that point I was just getting going and wanted to explore a little more so we went into a very crowded room full of writhing bodies and boy was it hot in there! I stood, with my partner for the night, watching, and as I did so we started to kiss, before I knew it there were a group of men around me and hands touching me once again. Hands and mouths on my nipples, my arse and in my cunt, I shut my eyes and moaned and just enjoyed it, being oblivious to everything else around me and not really sure how many were touching me up. When I opened them it was about 5 or 6 and cocks were being thrust in my direction for my further attention. I didn’t suck any but I did fondle and I looked down to see the black guy on the floor with his fingers inside me, a lot of them…and he was fucking my cunt mercilessly hard, this only persuaded the rest to continue groping me as my moans increased and became louder. Eventually it became so unbearably hot in there that we left, and followed by the black guy and a few others went somewhere cooler for a teeny break. I think we had a chat and then went to check out if the other two rooms were free, but they weren’t, so we found a bed and started to play with my inflatable plug in my cunt until the viewing room became free.

The viewing room was a tiny room where others were able to view from the outside but no one could come in as there was a lock. In we went and I still had my inflatable inside me as I had walked to the room with it in me, so we pumped that up and he began licking my clit, this was bliss, but before long I was begging for his cock in my arse! He obliged me and began fucking it but my arse is sooo very tight that everyone has trouble staying in and so we tried another position with me on my back and he swapped the condom and fucked my cunt for a bit and I told him to slap my face and call me a slut which he did and I said he should pin my hands to the bed, which he did. I sucked him off then until he came once again, this time a little over my face. I looked out the window to see what was going on in the other room as was greeted by white butts bobbing up and down and this really made me laugh, it looked so funny. I thought, hmm, if I saw that as a representation of a swingers club I would wonder if it was supposed to be sexy? To me it just looked really comical. Lol. My partner laughed along with me, seeing the humour.

Afterwards we had a drink and went back to the grope room. I told him to pin me against the wall and asked him if he liked how slutty I was, to which he replied he loved it and told me to go towards where all the hands and cocks were waiting eagerly as he liked seeing me getting off on being played with by all those men. So I did, this time there were more people in there and at least 3 cocks or 4 maybe and I found myself putting a leg up so that one hand in particular could finger my wet cunt whilst I played with the surrounding cocks and lent over to the side for a hand to squeeze my tit. I was getting a really hard fingering and guess who by? Yes, the black guy again, he was after me all night, this guy really knew how to give it to a girl I can tell you, he didn’t hold back. His fingers were increasing and the thrusts were getting deeper and I was screaming my head off and I was being dildoed in my arse from behind by my partner and it was great but my legs were getting shaky and my head going dizzy in a good way, but I couldn’t keep it up as I felt so high and wobbly so I stopped and asked my partner to fist me. I lay on my back and he lubed up and got his fist deep inside me and it was a bit too intense at first but then it felt like absolute heaven and I instructed him to wiggle his fingers about inside me. My back kept arching and I knew I had at least 2 guys watching and wanking and this was the first time the guy had fisted a girl so I’m sure he wont forget it in a hurry. He said he could feel my cunt clenching around his hand and I asked him how it felt and if it was hot and he said it was and very wet and tight. I was in my blissed out state and asked if his hand was okay and he said it was starting to get a bit too tight so I told him he could withdraw it, as he did I felt so completely stretched that the dilation of the middle part of his hand felt so huge that it made me growl out so loudly and as I did so I saw and felt a huge jet of cum launch over my arm towards my face from the grope box and apparently according to my partner another on my leg from someone else. I think without doubt that was the noisiest anyone had been in the place all night but I couldn’t help myself, it was like giving birth and so I screamed and growled and moaned louder and louder. After this we left the room and had another teeny break and then it was time for the hardest fucking of my life! We went to the coolest area of seating which was quite a high little bench and I started to suck off the guy I was with, the black man came back and decided he’d waited long enough and wanted to fuck me and at this point I wasn’t in any mood to care who was gonna do me and decided he was okay and quite attractive anyway so I let him have his way. The height was good for him and I tried to suck my partner and let him do me but it was a bit awkward as there wasn’t enough room so in the end I just got fucked hard by him and sort of squeezed the guys hand and kissed him instead, sometimes looking into his eyes as I was being pounded, this really turned him on as he could see the effect the fucking was having on me. The tall black guy, I do know his name, but don’t feel I should mention it in here due to discretionary purposes, fucked my cunt with such force that his cock was hitting my cervix and it was hurting but I didn’t stop him, I knew that it would ease up if I relaxed, he didn’t let up at all and used his whole force to ram inside me to the point where my whole body was being jerked forward quite violently and of course I again started yelling very loudly. There was an audience at this point, how could there not be with all that noise? He fucked me deep and hard for ages until deciding to do my arsehole….my god….I felt that alright….in it went and I had to tell him to be gentle as it was really a stretch and it hurt, he asked me if I wanted him to stop but I said no, just go slow to start and so he did, but it didn’t take him long to start really riding away at it and that’s when the really LOUD screaming began. I cant really describe it well enough in words as you really had to be there but I havent been fucked as hard as that for years. It was still a bit of a shock to the system, especially as being fucked in the arse usually isn’t as successful, let alone to be done that hard, with that much propulsion, with that large a cock and for a very, very long time, he didn’t have any trouble keeping it inside me. He told me to go on my back so he could fuck me from the front and so I did, this was even more intense. And when he withdrew he fingered me so hard that I swear I was squirting rather a lot, I was VERY, VERY wet, I felt like I was wetting myself. I had to tell him to stop as I actually couldn’t take anymore, my body was limp and I felt like a rag doll. I usually get limp after a fisting but this was completely different and he hadn’t even cum yet!!!! I couldn’t cope with anymore though and he said he was just getting started, lol….my god!!! I am used to doing 3 men and being the one wanting yet more whilst they beg for sleep, not being outdone by one man! After that I needed some water and so had some and then went in the viewing room again to give my partner the attention he’d missed out on, I still had work to do…..lol. This was about 4.5hrs in now and I hadn’t stopped all night!!!!!

So first I went to wash up and then changed back into my skirt and bra but took off my stockings. I came back and we went to play in the room alone and at this point most people had left anyway. We laid down and kissed and hugged and it was really nice and a contrast from the hard and dirty sex earlier, quite sweet and gentle and as we were tired, I guess a little lazy but it was good. He started to lick me out once again and we didn’t fuck as this time we didn’t have any condoms on us but I said we didn’t need them as I wanted to suck his cock again and he wanted to cum in my face. So I settled down to taking his cock down my throat and sometimes looking up at him cheekily which he said he loved seeing as I looked so dirty and sexy in my glasses peering over them with that look in my eye. I sucked him for a long time and then he took his cock in hand and I licked the top of it…I love doing that…until he came, he didn’t quite get my glasses as was planned but I did have a chin full of cum on me nonetheless, then we had a quick cuddle and decided it was almost chucking out time so we had better get up to depart before they came along and threw us out….however…..this is me we’re talking about and I don’t get away with things that easily…..on my way out I was grabbed and pulled into the grope room once again by a guy I already knew who knew full well I was sub. He said there was a Swedish couple in the room on the other side who had a fantasy of her sucking her bloke off until he was ready to cum and another girl getting his seed in her mouth…and guess who was that girl? Yes, it was me and like me she had a little tartan skirt on very similar to me funnily enough. So I was forced to me knees before the bars separating me and the couple and a tranny was given instructions that I wasn’t to move and if necessary I was to be slapped and my head was to be held in place. You have to understand that by this time, at nearly 5am, I was knackered, I wasn’t ready for this, and my face and body was still covered in cum from earlier, but still I did as I was told and it was quite horny. I knelt there on my hurting knees, mouth wide open, tongue out watching and waiting, I was given the cock to suck for a bit and then it was taken away as the guys g/f sucked him, whilst this was occurring I was again surrounded by more cocks, the guys now taking advantage of the fact that I was on my knees, mouth wide open waiting for cum. They were wanking off around me and one of them was again the tall black guy, lol, back to finish what he had started…..he proclaimed loudly that he was cumming and I got a facefull of cum and a lot of it went in my hair, and afterwards the couple had left the room and the girl had come in and grabbed me to follow them to a bed, which I did, still covered in cum!!! On the bed the guy knelt and me and the g/f licked his cock and each others tongues, I sucked him, then she did before they decided to do each other and I wanked off the guy I went with. She lay down with her head against my legs whilst her man was fucking her, his fingers playing with my arsehole, then he went down on her until she came very noisily with me and my partner and the tranny watching, it was very hot! And so with this we were told the place was closing and got our stuff together and departed……wow….what a night!!!! Next week I am hopefully going to another club for more fun and I really hope my knees have recovered by then. I have tried to work out how many men I had gathered around me last night, how much cum, etc, I honestly cant work it out, all I know is that it was well over 10 and I was without a doubt the most popular girl there, which for me isn’t surprising as my mind is so open to sexual adventure and once I start getting turned on I am likely to do anything quite happily and not worry about it or feel any kind of guilt later as some may. Oh and by the way, my new earings are covered in cum, lol.

I adore being a slut, my body was covered in cum and I took a good fucking and fisting and yet I am feeling fine and could easily handle more and am already planning it too, lol. Next time I am to be on a leash and led about. I have told the guy I went with that I want him to order me about and he wants to do it, we have discussed the possibilities of what we could get up to and have me do and I want him to begin exploring his Dominant side with me as his little filthy slut who he enjoys seeing getting off on being abused by countless men and hopefully next time, women too. I cant wait, lol….as I said, I love being so wantonly slutty and libertine, it suits me and so does the whole exhibitionist thing in clubs, I really love it.

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One slut out for a stuffing tonight!

I'm going swinging tonight to get my holes well stuffed and by god I need it!!! Its been letdowns galore lately...so...more of the same then!

So I decided to take matters into my own hands and go swinging. I picked the most reliable sounding man of the bunch who contacted me for the job and it just so happens that he has a big cock and is familiar with the scene and the people and isnt just a 'promiscuous vanilla' which is what I deem most swingers to be. He wants to fist me and do anything else thats going with me, this is good. So I hope to get an audience around me as he does so as I'm sure no other woman there will be getting a fist in her cunt! And I also hope for a fair few cocks and alot of cunt too if I'm lucky. I just hope the people arent too scummy as with swingers they can sometimes all be very old and balding men just trying their luck for a younger female or older women with short hair which I hate, I cant stand women with short hairstyles unless they happen to be very trendy and very attractive and can actually pull it off, and there are some who very definitely CAN, just no one I know personally, lol.

Anyway, I am hoping for the best and intend to have a good fun night whatever happens. And I'm already wearing my collar and will take my lead just in case any Doms happen to be there as was the case once when I went to a swingers club and very fit he was too :) So you never know.

 

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More on 'it'

I remember years ago when I first started to become interested in the whole world of D/s, the idea that someone could actually call someone else 'it' and that the other person liked and put up with that disgusted me. It seems such a long time ago now though. As the years go by and experiences grow the mind changes and what once was seen as so foreign becomes more familiar, less scary and in some cases, desirable and exciting. I think thats where I'm getting to now. Not sure I could work with always being seen in the role of 'it' but at least experiencing it properly would be interesting and I didnt expect to become as aroused as I did from thinking more about the concept and how it would work for me personally. So, I think I know at least one person who can make this real for me in a couple of weeks time and I'm excited to see how it goes, I think it will be right up my street.

And I must just say....it irks me that theres no tag which says 'female sub' rather than slave on here!

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The Object of 'It'

Lately the objectification thing has been getting me off in fantasy, the whole 'it' thing. As one who has a very strong identity..most of the time anyway...being seen as nothing more than a sexual object has some appeal when I can get past my conditioning of having the personality being of upmost importance to who I am in terms of it being a key for retaining my strength as a female human being. Does that make any sense? I hope so. Being an 'it' rather than a 'she' or 'her' is fairly demeaning and renders one a commodity which is fine for a slave but harder for a sub I think. And yet, am I not already a commodity? I am already for sale, therefor I am a product.

I saw something this week that really turned me on. I'm sure a man wrote it but anyway, it was sposed to be a female sexslave. The idea of a dom saying to his friends or strangers 'its shit but you can fuck it if you want' is horrible and yet horny. That careless language denotes normality and yet obviously most people wouldnt speak this way...but in this world it is normal. And yes, it still got me off. I would like to see myself as being anything but shit but having one say that is a briliant tool for degradation. Its much the same as the email I just wrote to a guy I'm seeing Friday instructing him to verbally abuse me and treat me in a certain way as its what I like and want....he isnt dom so I wasnt topping from the bottom but it occured to me that I HAVE to have a certain treatment or else I just cant become aroused and I need to have men tell me what they really think of me...ie...I'm a whore, a slut, a nasty bitch, etc...I KNOW my place, I KNOW what I am and I KNOW that I love to be used my men and making love just aint for me. More in next blog...

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Valentines, swingers and piss

Valentines Day! Well I bought my aftershave pressy, now I have to pick some perfume for myself. Today I wont get fucked though, I will have a romantic time it will be Sunday evening that I will go be a slut, this time in a car for anal and piss drinking to tide me over until my incalls days Monday. I will be very sore afer that.

I put myself on a swingers site to try and round up a group of guys and yet all I have got is lone blokes trying to get a one on one with me and a girl trying to get me to arrange a gangbang for her! I dont think so. I am not very impressed. They all seem a bit thick to me. When asked what theyre into the standard reply seems to be 'most things'....I cant tell you how much that does my head in. I have to prompt everything and suggest most of it to see how its taken. They seem open to it all though but its hardly my idea of progress. And one thing I sense is that unlike this world theres just not the same level of enthusiasm and I get bored chatting fairly fast as theres not enough stimulation to keep me wanting to talk let alone meet up. Thats one reason why I organised a meet for Sunday as I didnt want to hang about chatting for long. I'll probably keep myself on there for another week and then remove myself, I have just expanded my horizons to search for couples and filthy single sluts so I'll have to see what that produces...hopefully not those based up north as seems to be the case half the time, I'm not going all that way just for a night of fun! But swingers do on the whole seem to be an entirely different breed and I guess its mainly vanilla based really...I mean come on 'most things!?!' grrrrr. The one activity, or should I say two, that crops up alot is wanting to cum on faces and do anal....the vanilla equivalent of kink or hard sex I guess...pretty tame in my book although still enjoyable admittedly. I find it quite strange when a bloke says hes never dominated anyone before too, I just cant get my head around that somehow.

I'm dying for a serious piss fest at the moment where I give and take, not just me taking and so thats the first priority as my booking Monday renewed my interest when I pissed all over the guy in a torrent and he pissed over my tits in return. I just need it in my mouth and everywhere else now and need someone to also take mine in their mouth.

It would be great if I could have a dirty Valentines Day but it aint gonna happen, so Sunday and Monday it is then!

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Male Subs or TV's, I CANNOT help you, so please do NOT ask me to!

Just to make it clear.....male subs...tv's, etc.....I CANNOT help you find a Mistress in any way, shape or form, for 24/7 or any other set up. I dont understand why I get these kinds of messages at all?  I am clearly seeking either a straight male Dom, or a straight male or female Switch....Not a male sub and not a TV...its just NOT my thing, I am not into men who like dressing as women, it turns me off... and I know of NO-ONE personally I can refer you to either.

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can you help me choose a latex corset from this lot of stunners?

As I am now having real trouble trying to decide which latex corset to get I thought it might be fun to ask others what they think would suit me best. Basically I was looking for one which shows off the tits well, covers the tummy as well as it can and looks dead sexy of course. Then theres colours. These corsets have so many lovely colour options available and the trim colour has to also be considered.

So these are the ones I like....

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