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Just about me!

So I haven't been on lately because of normal things in life.. Anyways I stopped the asphyxiation because I guess I just caught on to the whole ((brain turns to mush). Instead we bought this new strap that goes under your mattress and comes out on four sides to tie my feet, hands and neck. But they don't pull so i have something around my neck for the sensation with out choking. Which really isn't that great but its still does the job.

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My update!

Things are not coming along like i hoped... He works to freakin much. Im getting bored with the same things now... my birthday is coming soon and im hoping or praying he has something great planned. I know for sure we are flying somewhere, but i really want some cool toys or a cage or something cool like that. I know i say I want to much but i think i deserve it. I am having the biggest problem having regular sex now since we have been playing our"games." I can't get wet unless he is raping me or have a rape movie in... I know....

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slavery

My now-master is home. He is going to now be involved on the site. He wants to learn to be a great master. He knows how much i want this and he now loves it. Today He is going to check out the site for the first time....We want to learn safe ways and techniques. Well I am really happy that he turning to this lifestyle it took a while a few sessions (older post) and even took a switch of dom/sub scene and he realized that he likes to choke me and wrap me in my chain......now look he wants to be my master. We are more in love and sexually attracted than ever before. Also I am lucky I have someone that i trust with my life and will be with for the rest of my life.  Well theres my update......Thanks for reading/listening.....
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sub tied up master makes me dom ???????????

So last night I put on matching panites pink panties. He loved it we havent have sex in a while ,he has been away. First he ties up my hand then wraps the chain around my neck then down around my body. around my thigs then through my thighs(felt good squeezed )i could feel the chains picnching my coochie. Also it was so tight around my neck god I was sooooooooo wet.Then he blink folded me they he tied my hand be hind my back.

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sub thing?

I have looked at other sites and talked to many people, but I think this site may have the best questions asked and answered. I am doing great. I had registered to this website a few months ago to find out.......I guess what i wanted sexually.. I found it its what I always wanted, TO BE A SUBMISSIVE/SLAVE.. YA KNOW...  Ok, so any ways I got my husband (who has no sexual or mental desire to become a master/dom) to Be my KIND OF MASTER LOL... He is now controlling my every move sexually and using my chains with out complaining. I really think this is working for him.. He really enjoys it now. The only problem is he doesn't really know what he is doing. Sometimes when he is choking me he will stop suddenly because he thinks he is killing me. Im like what are ya doin???? LOL Anyways he has chores written down for me and keeps me busy. I loooooove iiiit...LOL so ya My relationship with him was basically in the drain being washed away with other unfulfilled desires.... Now our relationship is filled with excitement and bruises woo hoo.... OK so there is one more problem I constantly have to wear long sleeves even when its like 80 freakin degrees outside... I seriously look like I do drugs or something...(I don't) But my arms and neck look horrible all the time. He doesn't like it either. He thinks it looks trashy...(so do I)    ANYONE HAVE A SUGGESTIONS??? Also has anyone else had a change like this in their relationship that made your connection with your partner so much better????  soo yaa just an update on me...   I can actually say with no dout I love my husband and my bruises!!

 

Love,

Kake

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My first experience

So I have known this guy for about 4 years. He is one of those really nice guys that gets along with his mom...We have been living together but its just like i am missing something. He is so nice and caring he always wants to do nice things for me. I love that but when we have sex its like I lay there he gets on top then its like o ya o ya over.. ya know... Well I have been telling him what I want and he is like maybe you need to see someone and that what im thinking isn't normal. That is what i guess is making me feel so insecure about my sexual desires. I went and bought my chair tried doing on my own then realized uh hello could have killed myself and for what to get off for a minute.. So i thought maybe i could find some info and learn somethings and the more i know the more i could convince him or coudl find someone to do it so i don't have to worry about convincing him.. So two nights ago i told him you have two days to do what i want or i am going to leave... Then this morning out of no where he grabs me HARD and flips me around on the bed to my stomach.. i am thinking ok what the hell.. Then he grabs my ass again and it hurt and starts grabbing my sides and my ass over and over then bites the shit out of my neck. I was in so much pain then he puts his hand grabbing my ass and my entrance of my vagina and squeezes and it hurt to but he let go fast and stared at me for a minute and said you really like this don't you. I said yes (I was really wet at this point). Then he slaps me hard a few times and slaps my cheek. Then he flips me over again and starts biting me on my inner thighs. when he bit me on my neck earlier i wasnt sure if it was a bite or a suck but it hurt so bad I almost started crying. I liked it alot. Anyways he bites my clit. I was enjoying it so much. I was thinking to myself wow he must not want me to go. That made me even more happy. He was hurting me but showing me he wants me to be with him.. awesome. Then I he flips me over and i said wait can we use the chair and he said ok but where did you put it and i said in my night stand. he was like how the hell did you fit your big ass chain in the night stand lol it was in there. He got it and did not know how to wrap it so i kind of guided him then after i was wrapped he grabbed both ends of the chair and started f--king me really hard my stomach hurt so bad. I was like super wet by then and he was having a hard time trying not to cum he would stop and hold it then go again. I had the chain like back of my neck then wrapped in front under my tits then again in the back then around stomach then he held remaining with hands. any ways he held ended up making it tighter around me he put remaining chains under cris cross on my back and grabbed the part by hind my neck and started pulling really hard i have little pinch marks all over my back and stomach from the chain. he was grabbing and slapping me hard the whle time then he pulled me hard and turned me around and came on my face.. That was then end i was laying there shaking and confused I couldnt believe he did it. I was so wet so. he just left and went to work. i took a shower and went to take a nap. when i woke up i have little marks and bites and bruises forming like little finger prints. When all my bruises show really well i am going to post the pictures. I am so happy...
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