Master has asked me to post about O/our last few days…i lost my way and began to feel as though i was an equal to my Master.  i know this is not a good thing nor is it something i want to have happen.  SO Master and i decided some hard-core training was needed.  It began Monday evening Master chained me to a spare bed and beat me for what seamed like hours.  i feel guilty but loved every second of it…He then left me there to sleep for the night.  The next two days the same thing…Master beat me on and off i was made to repeat anything, anytime, anywhere.  During the beatings i was often blindfolded, ears plugged, penis gagged, i was chained by wrist and ankles and He even plugged his holes.  i feel i truly need this. i long to be a complete and total slave for Master.  i like the fact that He can control everything.  i fear that when real life situations happen that this will be all lost and W/we may even go back to the way it was…and i don’t want that and i don’t think Master does either.  Doing this ifeel i have made progress small but something. 

Does anyone have any suggestions for myself or for Master in how to keep this going real time? Also Master is interested in any training techniques others may have that He can incorporate into training.