dlw's blog
Tit Beatings....
Submitted by dlw on Tue, 05/20/2008 - 04:55No, not the sort of thing to be done harshly...
This one was subjected to it with her ex Master, with no problems, until the last session....
Extreme pain, bruising that lasted for weeks, a lump found, and as no kink friendly Drs around had to wait for the bruising to go.
Last week at the hospital, mammagrams, ultrasound and three biopsies taken.
Today,the results. Fortunately not cancerous. A mass of dead cells that wont need to be surgically removed, but will be broken downby the body over time.
However, do take this as a warning all, please.
no hard or extreme tit beatings for Your subs.
The older slave
Submitted by dlw on Thu, 03/13/2008 - 00:18Jokingly at O/our last session, on viewing His whore struggling to rise after being knelt down for so long, Master suggested she should add a post to her blog....
Nearing 50 now, and yes, the muscles struggle more now to comply, the back aches, the joints ache....
Finding that the very act of holding a position, can sometimes be more of an endurance than the actual training...
Fortunately Master understands.
Perhaps she should take up Yoga.......
A New Year.....
Submitted by dlw on Mon, 12/31/2007 - 22:56A new year starts, and with it, hopefully a higher level to the submission I give my Master, needing to be pushed and extended, and wanting to continue to please the wonderful Master I have.
To You Sir, a Happy New year, Your slave knelt before You, her body and mind for Your enjoyment.
A perfect day.......
Submitted by dlw on Fri, 09/14/2007 - 11:29a perfect day......... yes it was.....
a lovely few hours with a scene friend ~ also on SF, (you know who you are!) , very pleasant company, lots of chat, lots of laughs...... and thankyou to this ones Master, for allowing her to meet another Master socially, and for trusting His whore :)
and then in the evening, to be His........ in whatever way He wished to use & abuse her...
He gave her the perfect session...... one she really enjoyed, loved to please Him...... being pushed..... and so many wonderful things re visited.....
lying on His couch....... feeling His tongue on His cunt, His clit, the wetness, the gentlest of strokes, firmer ones, little nibbles..... enjoying so much His attention..... the arousal He was making for His whore, His fingers exploring the wetness of His cunt.......knowing the wetness was because of Him, and for Him........ His dirty little whore........
His whore enjoying her arousal, knowing too, that He would be preparing her for what He next wanted to do....
His clit, erect, responding to His attention....... something being done, but she unable to see, & not knowing what....... then pumped...... and feeling the pull of the suction....... the strain on the clit........... and its eventual removal........ feeling the tautness on His clit, as He played more....... doing what?!
Her legs bent at the knees, now being tied back to the couch, holding His cunt open, available, for His pleasure..... the strain at the hips........and wonderfully, feeling Him attach the Tens to her....... knowing it could be very painful, or very pleasurable, but so pleased to be being subjected to that again....... feeling the current pass through the 4 points...... feeling the pressure more and more, the tenseness.... feeling like pure still bolts pushing deep into her body........ the force increasing, pushing further....... pressure increasing, pushing further........ easy at first.........then.......as its increased.... unable to stop responding at each increase...... willing herself to take more and more......... feeling her legs shaking...... the tens, legs tied back, or because of both........
listening to His comments.........as He pushes His whore down this path........... and eventual release from the tens....... the pads being removed..... but having loved it.......
still restrained........ not released....... waiting........wondering..........for what?.... His next pleasure........ and hers........
told to keep her hands above her head.........and to not move them...........
the fast sting of dressage whip across her thighs..... feeling it bend around.....biting.........taking her breath away......... more, and more....... both thighs.........gasping.......with the pain crying out......... yet more.......
and then, from below her cunt.......up it........across her stomach........ the strokes that made her scream......... thinking to herself, no more, please no more..... as they came......... focussing on her hands........
and eventual cessation.........
her body........ pushed beyond....... the welts already raised..........
untied..........and helped upright............ and held close by, and to Him....... a long time since she needed to share His strength, but tonight, His strength calmed her..........
and at the end of the session, smiles for her Master.......thankful of His hard work, His marks, the heat on her body, His planning........a wonderful session, and thankful once more, that He accepted her :)
a lovely few hours with a scene friend ~ also on SF, (you know who you are!) , very pleasant company, lots of chat, lots of laughs...... and thankyou to this ones Master, for allowing her to meet another Master socially, and for trusting His whore :)
and then in the evening, to be His........ in whatever way He wished to use & abuse her...
He gave her the perfect session...... one she really enjoyed, loved to please Him...... being pushed..... and so many wonderful things re visited.....
lying on His couch....... feeling His tongue on His cunt, His clit, the wetness, the gentlest of strokes, firmer ones, little nibbles..... enjoying so much His attention..... the arousal He was making for His whore, His fingers exploring the wetness of His cunt.......knowing the wetness was because of Him, and for Him........ His dirty little whore........
His whore enjoying her arousal, knowing too, that He would be preparing her for what He next wanted to do....
His clit, erect, responding to His attention....... something being done, but she unable to see, & not knowing what....... then pumped...... and feeling the pull of the suction....... the strain on the clit........... and its eventual removal........ feeling the tautness on His clit, as He played more....... doing what?!
Her legs bent at the knees, now being tied back to the couch, holding His cunt open, available, for His pleasure..... the strain at the hips........and wonderfully, feeling Him attach the Tens to her....... knowing it could be very painful, or very pleasurable, but so pleased to be being subjected to that again....... feeling the current pass through the 4 points...... feeling the pressure more and more, the tenseness.... feeling like pure still bolts pushing deep into her body........ the force increasing, pushing further....... pressure increasing, pushing further........ easy at first.........then.......as its increased.... unable to stop responding at each increase...... willing herself to take more and more......... feeling her legs shaking...... the tens, legs tied back, or because of both........
listening to His comments.........as He pushes His whore down this path........... and eventual release from the tens....... the pads being removed..... but having loved it.......
still restrained........ not released....... waiting........wondering..........for what?.... His next pleasure........ and hers........
told to keep her hands above her head.........and to not move them...........
the fast sting of dressage whip across her thighs..... feeling it bend around.....biting.........taking her breath away......... more, and more....... both thighs.........gasping.......with the pain crying out......... yet more.......
and then, from below her cunt.......up it........across her stomach........ the strokes that made her scream......... thinking to herself, no more, please no more..... as they came......... focussing on her hands........
and eventual cessation.........
her body........ pushed beyond....... the welts already raised..........
untied..........and helped upright............ and held close by, and to Him....... a long time since she needed to share His strength, but tonight, His strength calmed her..........
and at the end of the session, smiles for her Master.......thankful of His hard work, His marks, the heat on her body, His planning........a wonderful session, and thankful once more, that He accepted her :)
Going to be a good day :)
Submitted by dlw on Wed, 09/12/2007 - 22:08Going to be a lovely day today.......
first, have permission from my Master to meet a scene friend for lunch...... that should be lovely, lots of chat & laughs!
then, this evening, will be my Masters whore........ for Him to use as He wishes..... mmmmm...... and no idea tonight of what may lie ahead........ arousing or what?! lol.... there will be a dripping cunt ready for Him........
a perfect, perfect day 
the anguish......
Submitted by dlw on Mon, 09/10/2007 - 23:01she wonders just how many subs/slaves are kept under a "no cum rule"
Sometimes its easy to comply with, and sometimes its just so damn hard......
Sometimes she's told she may cum........ say, after a session....
or,
she can ask for permission to cum......... sometimes its granted.......... sometimes there is just no reply to her request.......but He has NEVER said NO...
Yes, the rule is His control over His whore, and His control is welcomed, needed and wanted......... she has very few other rules to comply with on a daily basis.......so perhaps she is lucky compared to some.....
Yesterday, she had the freedom at home, to be able to cum and enjoy as she wished to...... only to realise, that her requst for permission would not be seen until the evening......... she should of thought ahead.........
All day, she was aroused........ desperate to cum........ her body needing the general release throughout it, not just the orgasm itself.... the desperation of what she sought being impossible, made the need harder to bear, almost to the point of pain.... hour on hour it grew worse, the need, the torment........ anger towards her submission....... and His control over her........ honour bondage to the maximum...
Mental turmoil, knowing she dare not come without permission......... the discipline resulting from breaking His rule would be extreme.....
Then in the evening, an email arrived...............saying yes, she could cum........... relief, just at the thought of being able to cum......... the joy of finding something to fantasise about........ disappearing into her own little world...... while her body found the release it so wanted, craved, needed......... the peak of the orgasm....... the muscles tensed throughout her whole body............. and shaking.... then relaxing, as the orgasms ebbed away, leaving her exhausted.......mallable, like molten glass.........her feelings spreading out around her...........body & mind together once more......peace
And today?............... she has been allowed to cum as many times as she wishes to................ and she will......... and will savour each and everyone...........they will be different orgasms today..........all will be gentle, softer.........
and her pain, pleasure & joy is given by her Master........
Thankyou Sir xx
Sometimes its easy to comply with, and sometimes its just so damn hard......
Sometimes she's told she may cum........ say, after a session....
or,
she can ask for permission to cum......... sometimes its granted.......... sometimes there is just no reply to her request.......but He has NEVER said NO...
Yes, the rule is His control over His whore, and His control is welcomed, needed and wanted......... she has very few other rules to comply with on a daily basis.......so perhaps she is lucky compared to some.....
Yesterday, she had the freedom at home, to be able to cum and enjoy as she wished to...... only to realise, that her requst for permission would not be seen until the evening......... she should of thought ahead.........
All day, she was aroused........ desperate to cum........ her body needing the general release throughout it, not just the orgasm itself.... the desperation of what she sought being impossible, made the need harder to bear, almost to the point of pain.... hour on hour it grew worse, the need, the torment........ anger towards her submission....... and His control over her........ honour bondage to the maximum...
Mental turmoil, knowing she dare not come without permission......... the discipline resulting from breaking His rule would be extreme.....
Then in the evening, an email arrived...............saying yes, she could cum........... relief, just at the thought of being able to cum......... the joy of finding something to fantasise about........ disappearing into her own little world...... while her body found the release it so wanted, craved, needed......... the peak of the orgasm....... the muscles tensed throughout her whole body............. and shaking.... then relaxing, as the orgasms ebbed away, leaving her exhausted.......mallable, like molten glass.........her feelings spreading out around her...........body & mind together once more......peace
And today?............... she has been allowed to cum as many times as she wishes to................ and she will......... and will savour each and everyone...........they will be different orgasms today..........all will be gentle, softer.........
and her pain, pleasure & joy is given by her Master........
Thankyou Sir xx
Yesterday
Submitted by dlw on Fri, 09/07/2007 - 10:05her Master had primed her well........ she was ready for His use.....
strangely, she felt very confident........even knowing that it was likely to be an intense, physical session...
she likes being flogged......... her Master knows this.......... her back, the sides of her body, reaching around to make contact with her exposed tits, her arse........... the tails reaching under and round her cunt........ she loves the flick against her skin....... like kisses.......... His floggers yearning their contact with her skin........and they get it...... He makes sure they do......eventually the touch is too hard, too biting....... too heavy....... and she starts to struggle.........
but last night, was different...... instead of fighting the pain of each stroke, she tried to embrace it, willing herself to do her absolute best for her Master........ knowing what He needs to give............ and wanting to please Him
whipping........ well....... she likes, and she doesnt like........... can be sensuous, can be stinging......... but some whips are worse than others...
she has no limits allowed........ her Master plays as He wants to.....He pushes her whenever He can
one whip she does fear......... its use on her back is so painful......... the pain so extreme..........so extreme, last time it was used she bit into the ball gag
it was used again last night, at its first bite, she felt her panic rise to the surface, dreading what might be next for her........ knowing that if He pushed her again, she would fail Him........
He did, and He didnt.......... on the one hand He changed where and how it was used.......... on the other........ He took a little step back for her to recover her respect of it............and didnt use it on her back........ trust........ care......
every so often He would pause.......... for a delicate touch to her....... or a whispered word........ of comfort, of encouragement........ an order to calm down...... all helped push her further for Him
and when He was finished............ and holding her to Him............ His words were......... and who decides when it is time to stop whore? You Sir....... was His whores quiet reply......
strangely, she felt very confident........even knowing that it was likely to be an intense, physical session...
she likes being flogged......... her Master knows this.......... her back, the sides of her body, reaching around to make contact with her exposed tits, her arse........... the tails reaching under and round her cunt........ she loves the flick against her skin....... like kisses.......... His floggers yearning their contact with her skin........and they get it...... He makes sure they do......eventually the touch is too hard, too biting....... too heavy....... and she starts to struggle.........
but last night, was different...... instead of fighting the pain of each stroke, she tried to embrace it, willing herself to do her absolute best for her Master........ knowing what He needs to give............ and wanting to please Him
whipping........ well....... she likes, and she doesnt like........... can be sensuous, can be stinging......... but some whips are worse than others...
she has no limits allowed........ her Master plays as He wants to.....He pushes her whenever He can
one whip she does fear......... its use on her back is so painful......... the pain so extreme..........so extreme, last time it was used she bit into the ball gag
it was used again last night, at its first bite, she felt her panic rise to the surface, dreading what might be next for her........ knowing that if He pushed her again, she would fail Him........
He did, and He didnt.......... on the one hand He changed where and how it was used.......... on the other........ He took a little step back for her to recover her respect of it............and didnt use it on her back........ trust........ care......
every so often He would pause.......... for a delicate touch to her....... or a whispered word........ of comfort, of encouragement........ an order to calm down...... all helped push her further for Him
and when He was finished............ and holding her to Him............ His words were......... and who decides when it is time to stop whore? You Sir....... was His whores quiet reply......
Preparation
Submitted by dlw on Thu, 09/06/2007 - 04:28Tonight, I go to my Master again......... to be used as His once more.
Over the last few days, there has been many thoughts and feelings.......... He tells His whore enough, and just enough.......for her to think about her upcoming usage...... to concentrate on Him, and her submission to Him, her Master.
Rollercoaster of emotions........ you will be pushed hard........... that usually means heavy CP......... am not a true masochist, some pain I love, but some is just so so difficult to take for Him, and its that extra pain that He needs to give.....
an intense session......... concentrated usage, very little respite ......... wondering if He will take her submission to the point of her being broken... hard to bear when its happening.......... but such a glorious feeling afterwards....... to know just how deeply she is His........... like a blade of grass, all He has to do is blow on her with the gentlest of breaths....... and His whore will bend, move, be at His command
as she lay in bed last night........ she thought of the smoothness of her skin...... the softness of the bedding....... the welcome relief to lie down to sleep..........and thought of tonight....... how different it will be............ what parts of her body will be burning with heat, with hard welts.......will she be able to lie on her sides, or her back............ who knows?......... only her Master, He already knows how she will please Him tonight.
The hard knot in the stomach........... apprehension, fear of the unknown, hoping she will be able to be pushed as far as He needs her to go ......giving way to the butterflies of arousal, with the hours counting down to His usage........... her trust reassuring her, that despite His needs, He will take care of her, He will push her........ but she will be safe.
Not the fast shave & shower of getting ready for work this morning....... but slow..... shaving so very carefully.......ensuring her body is smooth for Him (who the hell designed knees?....... got a bit too close there.... lol)........ looking at His existing marks...... touching them, tracing her finger over them, remembering the sessions when they were made, some now nearly 3 weeks old....
Enjoying the time, to prepare herself......... for His hands to next touch her, His eyes to view her body........
and she is ready, once more, to present herself
Over the last few days, there has been many thoughts and feelings.......... He tells His whore enough, and just enough.......for her to think about her upcoming usage...... to concentrate on Him, and her submission to Him, her Master.
Rollercoaster of emotions........ you will be pushed hard........... that usually means heavy CP......... am not a true masochist, some pain I love, but some is just so so difficult to take for Him, and its that extra pain that He needs to give.....
an intense session......... concentrated usage, very little respite ......... wondering if He will take her submission to the point of her being broken... hard to bear when its happening.......... but such a glorious feeling afterwards....... to know just how deeply she is His........... like a blade of grass, all He has to do is blow on her with the gentlest of breaths....... and His whore will bend, move, be at His command
as she lay in bed last night........ she thought of the smoothness of her skin...... the softness of the bedding....... the welcome relief to lie down to sleep..........and thought of tonight....... how different it will be............ what parts of her body will be burning with heat, with hard welts.......will she be able to lie on her sides, or her back............ who knows?......... only her Master, He already knows how she will please Him tonight.
The hard knot in the stomach........... apprehension, fear of the unknown, hoping she will be able to be pushed as far as He needs her to go ......giving way to the butterflies of arousal, with the hours counting down to His usage........... her trust reassuring her, that despite His needs, He will take care of her, He will push her........ but she will be safe.
Not the fast shave & shower of getting ready for work this morning....... but slow..... shaving so very carefully.......ensuring her body is smooth for Him (who the hell designed knees?....... got a bit too close there.... lol)........ looking at His existing marks...... touching them, tracing her finger over them, remembering the sessions when they were made, some now nearly 3 weeks old....
Enjoying the time, to prepare herself......... for His hands to next touch her, His eyes to view her body........
and she is ready, once more, to present herself
