Forgetting,it has always had a problem remembering some things it is told to do. it forgot a task Master has added to its daily routine. so once again it was told to cover its dildo with toothpaste and sit on it for longer than the first time. Master told it to get sticky post-it notes, it has put them on its pc and other places. hopefully now it won't have to buy anymore toothpaste.

Master and it havent seen each other in a week, so last night it was to keep its self on edge while it waited for Master, it was to take a picture every 30 minutes at various places in its house, it had trouble e-mailing the first picture to Master, it had forgotten how, so it awaited its punishment. when its Master was on the cam it was told to cover its dildo with toothpaste and sit on it till it was told to get off, the burn was intence. after, Master allowed it to cum many times, then it was sent to bed.

Master has been away for the last few days, it feels so lost and alone. it knows he will soon be comming home. the days are long but the nights are longer, it lets out a sigh and tries not to cry. it misses its Master so very much. it sits in its place beside his chair and longs for his touch. its Master calls and says he's on his way, it thought it would be a couple more days. it opens the door and welcomes him home, Master knows how it hates being alone. he smiles and kisses it softly, touches its cheek and give its nipple a quick tweek.

that can be a hard question to answer sometimes. now-a-days this is how people meet, especially here on slave farm. it starts with a breif discription and profile stating our interests. then we wait, we get the first message, then e-mail, then text, then the ultimate first sight of each other on a web cam. it is exciting and nerve wracking at the same time. you may ask yourself, what if they dont like the way i look, or the sound of my voice, or my mannerisms, but you have made a connection befor seeing each other and the fears disappear.

the best part of tonight was being able to put on its new collar that Master picked out for it. it fits just right, it will never take it off, it feels totally owned by Master.

Master and it haven't been able to talk for a couple days. during this break its new toys were delivered, waiting to open them was horrible. tonight Master and it were able to see each other and it was able to open its packages. the dildo is a perfect fit, it felt wonderful, as it has been quite a while, Master was pleased with how it was used. it was sooo hard not being able to cum, it also got new plugs, it thanks Master from the bottom of its heart.

it has been thinking of you both most of the night, hopeing all is better today

everything is wonderful with its new Master. it has been given a new name, so it must use the correct grammer when refering to itself. it messed up big time, it used the wrong nouns talking with Master and also finishing its profile. it was to whip its ass 60 times with a belt. it wasnt easy as first as it has never done that befor, but it did it quite well. its ass is now a pretty purple, looks like a yummy plum. it will never forget again.

I thought i would be on my own. I am happy to tell you all that i am now the property of sir _sadistic , i am truely happy again.'

Sir and I had a wonderful yet sad weekend together. we talked and talked about our time together. we laughed about some things and i cried about others.i told him i didn't want to be with his friend and he understood. i havent been on my own for years, it just doesn't feel right. i was made to serve and please. being submissive to someone is all i know. i know that i will be ok.