I believe that everybody has their own needs and wants that has drawn them to this lifestyle in one way or another. Everybody has their own belief system and their own interpretation of the world and life itself based upon their own background. That background may have come from an abusive childhood, yet not necessarily, it may have come from the family structure that was extreme in some way either religious or abusive or even emotionally vacant. That background may have come from an extreme deficit need for an authority figure to have control emotionally as well as stable nurturing because it was not present during childhood.

My second degree in college was a focus on behavioral psychology in order to understand why people are the way they are, specifically women. Unfortunately, the majority of psychology classes that I was taking in my third year were all feminist professors with serious anti-male attitudes. My thesis for that year was in fact focused upon female serial killers and women who abused children up through the college years, sexually speaking as well as physically. Needless to say this was during the time period where the feminist were organizing and making anti-male laws basically putting a rapist on every corner and terrifying women through lawsuits and making up data for anti-male claims. After I was thoroughly raked over the coals for even suggesting that women were less than perfect and that all evil came from men, I shortly left the program. But I didn't leave the study as I continued on for the next 25 years specifically studying individual behavior, which branched into the study of cultural and social norms including the source of those norms. From research into culture and society programming, I then went into the research of understanding the sources of this type of programming which brought me to social engineering. I did in fact find that there are a group of people that believe that they are the elite of the world and that they have been practicing social engineering for over 100 years. I have to say that this has been an interesting journey of discovery into things as well as people that I had no comprehension of every existing. Loosely speaking it does seem that the movie the matrix could have easily been based upon the research that I have uncovered.

It just so happens that as I was growing up my father was a pilot for which we moved almost every year from one country to another. Looking back now, I believe that was probably why I was never heavily programmed by anyone culture or society myself. Being that my father was gone three weeks out of four, where ever we were located I ended up going native and merging with whatever culture and society we were living in at the time. This did of course isolate me from my own culture or Western civilization, whereas there has been a major influence upon my own background from living in Nigeria during the Pan Am can war, attending primary school at Kuala Lumpur Malaysia, and then going on to my senior year of high school at Singapore. Although after Nigeria I was put into a boys boarding school in south Africa for a year.

I find it ironic that in every location that I lived, for some reason I always ended up with an adult mentor or teacher. In Nigeria I was taught as a young child by an Ibo village associated with the elderly houseboy that took care of cleaning the house as well as befriending me. In South Africa, the boarding school that I attended was something like Roman Catholic and extremely abusive physically. In spite of that, and in spite of my being the second most Cain student in the community there, a monk did take me under his wing and taught me not about religion, but about life. In malaysia it was an indian man with several wives and in Singapore it was a old chinese man with several wives... the wives were also active in teaching me about the ways of a Man in relation to women as well.Basically I was taught the old ways when men were respected and they valued integrity, honesty, and responsibility. This included the attitude of the man being the maker of decisions, having the final word based upon knowledge and sometimes input from his wives or concubines. It also covered the punishment of those that needed punishment, how to punish, as well as to what degree to punish. But patience and wisdom was always present in all things as you were responsible for everything and you had to accept that responsibility as well.

I have found overall that in America and many western culture countries it is standard to be irresponsible, blame others for your actions, and lie to get what you want when manipulation doesn't work. It is a sad testimony for the Western way of standards when they claim to be so better than everybody else.

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