Step by step I collect what I have lost regarding my position as my Masters slave. It is reasonably fast with finding the old routines again, where His needs are first.

No doubt that my will has become stronger after my Master let me sleep in His bed for a single night. One night, where he held me close and made use of me. It has made my will stronger and made me more energetic.

I have many thoughts these days about his use of me in many other ways. It is exceedingly long time since I have felt the whip on my body and I miss it, but I also fear it.