My Master is the sweetest most wonderfull man. I just dont think I can live poly. I dont want to share him. I know if i say No. He will leave me. I really dont know what to do. I want to please him so so much. I really love him and adore him. It hurts that he would want other females. I thought I was doing everything he needed. I am so so hurt and confused.At the same time, he wants poly, but wont let me live with him. He keeps saying soon. soon. I just dont understand.

I have begun training an online female sub. Suggestions for her training, humiliation, discipline and punishment would be very welcome.

I am finding that when it comes to discipline male subbies seem far better than fems taking anal insertions and genital torture. I am wondering if it is just My experience or whether there is a pattern to this? Also, any fem subbies I have disciplined always seem to prefer breast work for really heavy sessions. I think male subbies with some weight on are good in that they have good endurance with a flogger. It may be My preference showing for bbw's and heavy subbies generally. But it is interesting to Me how so many pix depict the skinny ones!