I wanted to hear your thoughts on my situation. I currently have schizophrenia that comes and goes. I *really* like the idea of being a slave/prisoner while I'm lucid. The problem though, is that when my symptoms get worse, I get paranoid and have gotten previous partners in legal trouble by running away and saying they were doing stuff against my will. It usually passes after a while though. I've tried treatment for a long time and there seems to be nothing I can do. It's like I go back and forth between two personalities.