dina is very proud of the flogger she she made. In an attempt to incite my ardor she sent me a series of pictures of her doing things with it. She was so creative and persistent I must admit her self appointed mission was a success. This particular picture was my favorite. It conjures up the image of a devoted pet awaiting her owner's return and dina is extremely devoted. I think it's the disheveled hair and on-all-fours pose that reminds me of a puppy.

While Master was away, He left me a list of things to do to keep me occupied. He knows a bored slave is likely to get herself into trouble (and I did, more on that later) so He suggested BDSM crafts. I enlisted the aid of my local subbie friend Black Dahlia to help me make a Cat o Seven tails flogger. We thoroughly enjoyed the time we spend together creating it. It has a great sting and even left tiny bruises on me.

Growing frustration.

When the stigma of any bdsm lifestyle is usually perceived as a defect, fault or unnatural by a vanilla friend, family member or stranger, you tend to shrivel up, not wanting to share too much with anyone.

Even worse, when you over think what their reaction will be. That you would cause undo worry, concern, over your lifestyle. What will they say? What will their questions be? Can I answer them?