I almost fooled myself Sir. I almost fooled myself into thinking that I was punishing myself because Im such an obedient, altruistic slave Sir. But you got into my face and proved me wrong Master. Part, .if not all of my motive for disciplining myself...and then broadcasting it in a blog, was to influence you to lessen my punishment. I don't know if I even knew it while I was doing it, but I see it now; and you see it; and I've admitted it. You're pissed Sir and Im in trouble...worse trouble than before.Master. Me and my big big mouth. You must get so tired of hearing me apologize Sir..