I agree entirely with what littlegirl_lost says above and will confirm that for the vast majority of us, if we've got a "dirty girl" it's a case of the dirtier the better and the more you debase yourself the better we would like it.

Ultimately, I believe it's an Owner's call to keep or let go his property.

That said, I believe that, as someone else said, if you are upfront about who you are before you become his property, then only drastic life changes will cause him to let you go.

I know a lot of people who have been let go by their Owners, myself included. However, I have never encountered an Owner who let his property go for being "too dirty." The Owners I know enjoy knowing their property will go to lengths to debase themselves.

I've known people to be let go for disobedience, because of an Owner's life changes, because the girl was unwilling to go as far as an Owner wanted, and because the Owner asked teh girl to do something that violated her morality.

So, the gist of the comment I guess is that while being let go does happen, I don't think that your reason for worry is one. He possessed and claimed you, that means all of you. Which, to me, means that he wants the dirty parts too.

 i agree that you can't live in fear- i also think if we dwell too much on our fears we draw them to us- make them happen. Everything does change, and sometimes people do grow apart in their wants and needs- in that instance it's a blessing almost to part. For the moment, i cherish each day i have with the One i love, and am amazed that He loves me in return. Initially i thought i would never learn to please Him, some days i am still baffled by what He expects of me, sometimes He makes me so mad i want to yell, but obviously that's not allowed- :-) 

I think when the crux of a relationship includes submission, humiliation, and unconventional sexual practises, it is natural to feel "unworthy", "dirty" etc. Some Masters use this aspect of shaming and unworthy-ness to motivate/push a sub or slave to deepen their submission, but a good Master will also affirm and show approval to balance the two somewhat contradictory emotions. 

Sadly we live in a culture where youth, novelty and newness are prized above depth, comfort level, and strong bonds. Even women in vanilla relationships have insecurities about their relationships as they get older- and popular culture feeds these fears- at the end of the day the solution in think is to ignore all the rubbish you get in the media about relationships- and focus on being happy with who and where you are- i think after a point both Dom and sub/slave develop a pretty good sense of each other's kink-level, so He probably knows and loves just how "dirty" you are. If He didn't like it, you wouldn't be together at all, He'd have given you up ages ago. So just relish the sensation of being accepted and enjoyed for who and what you are.  

All best,

ariona

To painfullyobsessed: If you were honest with your master before he took you as his, you should have no need to fear, unless he was not honest with you in the begining. Do not hold back from your master. It brings to the forfront the need for open honesty in the begining of a M/s or D/s relationship.

Unfortunately, in any relationship, even MsDs, there is a chance of rejection or release. It's much harder in MsDs because of the emmersion of each into the relationship. But to live in fear only makes it more likely to happen. A self fullfilling prophecy of doom.

       i almost hate to even comment here anymore since everything becomes so aggressive here...... but heres a few points id like you to consider 1). if you live your life in fear thats really not living b).  real slaves or submissives are fairly hard to come by especially ones who worship n do all said Dominant wants and needs (just as real Dominants are hard to come by) and finally if you are valued which you should be under even the worst of circumstances the Dominant sees you for wot you are, so the fear of release is minimal id not worry about it .Brazen said it right in that each day is a gift and that is wot should be focused on, the past is over n you could be dead tomorrow ~~~ so today is really all there ever is my Master and i only focus on wots happening today it makes life so much more enjoyable and we've lived together well over a yr now so it does work. smiles

W/we are A/all horribly beautifully made

That is a more common fear or anxiety than you may think. Most slaves have it, some more pronounced than others. For some it merely crosses their minds from time to time, others live in fear because of it. I suspect you are in the last category. First you need to come to grips with the fact that in time it WILL end, you will be sold, you will be released, or even given away. Or as likely you or you Owner will grow older, grow apart or simply just grow to old to continue in the lifestyle. You need to take that to heart first. Its not as bad as it seems. ALL things change, in time.

Accept that fact and the rest gets easier. That if you keep working on being a good girl for Him (or Her) that it becomes much less likely that they will get rid of you. That you may have years or decades to go before ever having to cross this bridge or you may never have to.

All that you can do is to be the best you can for them, mold yourself to them and then LIVE your life. Leave your fears behind and take each day for the gift it is. Living in fear of what "may" be is a waste of your energy and life better spent on your Owner and living.

Accept that it may very well change and then choose to live as best you can anyway.