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Good morning,

Bowing before all Misters and my sisters, in humility, i do love Y/you. i wanted to put this in a blog but reliant's blog doesn't function correctly. i have permission from His Lordship to do this and i ask that E/everyone please bear with me for a few moments. The following is directed more at the female population at Slave Farm, than it is toward the GentleMen.

First, i am well aware of the fact that many of you do not like me at all, and wish that i would leave Slave Farm. i am a slave, such things are not in my control to decide nor within the scope of my personal pervue.

Secondly, i do not EVER intentionally make an effort to up-stage any other female. i do not try to rub my talent nor my strength in anyone's face. i am what i am, period! i will never again have this conversation with anyone at Slave Farm so, i'm trying very hard to make myself absolutely clear.

Until recently, i didn't know what to call myself, i have now adopted the entitlement of maso-submissive, above all other termonologies, it seems to fit best. The reason i suffer as hard as i do, has nothing to do with anyone other than myself, not EVEN my Lord Aaron, rather, it is due to two different elements.

1) i love pain, i really, truly do!

2) People do not chose what they are to be in this life, it is pre-written into each person's genetic code.

To hate me for being what i am or who i am, is to hate your own sister in your own family; because she's taller, or more slender or she can dance better than you. Its senseless because she did not design herself. Who ever or what ever Created all humans, also sets the standards of their conduct as well as their attitude toward life. None of us can determine for ourselves what our characteristical make up will be like. We simply are. The Creator doesn't ask, He or She, makes each one of us according to Their divine will or wishes.

i am not at Slave Farm to compete against any of you, i am here because my Lord Aaron has brought me here and i will not ask Himself to remove me until He decides to move on, for good. A word to the wise: Lord Aaron feeds off of petty attitudes; it opens a line of diatribe for Him to make His point. You will never punk Him out with silliness or childish criticisms.

To despise either of U/us will not change anything. To come to O/our gallery and rate the lowest score you can, will not change anything, to see me as your enemy, will not change anything, because once again, i am an obedient slave who is fully under the control of the Man i adore.

Also, pain feels good to me, very good! It stirs all of my emotions all at once. To be beaten or pierced or whatever else, to my Lord's satisfaction, is what i live for. Many people here seem to enjoy seeing the inside of O/our life T/together, some don't...but W/we have every right to be O/ourselves just as surely as you have that same right.

i did not come before you today to be beg for mercy or to be forgiven for anything because i have done nothing wrong to anybody, ever, to be forgiven for. If you hate my darker skin, that's your problem; not mine. i could care less about nationality because my own mother hated the ground that i walked barefoot upon.

i was raised and initially trained by an old, Russian, masochistic bitch named "izzy" who didn't care about my color, she just understood that i was a little girl who needed some guidance. Consequently, i never learned to habor dislike for any person simply for the sake of the skin their in.

i have been a fully functional slave ever since i was 13 years old, i am now 47 years old...you do the math. This is a lifestyle choice that i first made as a child and i have no regrets, not a single one. Being hurt and brutally abused is something i crave...many of you know within your heart of hearts, that if i were a white female, i would be highly praised among you and warmly accepted. i do not bow to racism. Why should i; no race can claim perfection above another?

Finally, if you hate me today, don't stop...and don't pretend like you love me tomorrow. i have a strong moral compass and i will not be led by anyone or anything, other than to the places where i wish to go or be; and i chose to be with and go with my Lord Aaron Knight (Lord KnightHawk), to the very ends of this world.

i respectfully withdraw in peace,

Love­§lave-kita_Dove

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hello kita dove i am

hello kita dove

i am slave jade a female slave that has permission from her Master to be online here; i have permission to speak from my Master on here.

i wanted to say that i admire your courage and strength in posting your thoughts. i admire your strength as a slave.

as a slave  this girl was taught by her Master He alone rules over her and that is most important

to Please Him is most important as it is He who controls your destiny;

this girl is most grateful to be able to express her thoughts

thank you and be well 

slave jade  

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Excellent Prayer

The Shawnee are well aware of this beautiful prayer of the Lakota people, yes, I have heard it all my life and do subscribe to all of its tenets. I have a sister of the Lakota blood line, she is called mysty_wind, she prayers your prayer often. Thank you PeJay, thank you my good friend and welcome member to our family. The house that shelters love, is a house well built! Your words are wise.

Lord KnightHawk

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We Get It

No...we get it, we really do! We're not naive about racism or racial profiling or any of it. This was kita's awkward attempt at extending the olive branch. This is, in some ways like being among the first people of color to move into an all white suburban neighborhood. None of the blacks that were here in 05/06 are still here with the exception of one member.

We would like to stick around this time, we've made some good friends here, but of course we're not going to continue to try to force square pegs into round holes. If we are just unwelcome here of course we will leave rather than stir a hornet's nest every day. kita didn't mean any harm at all, she thought the people who love her would understand and the ones who didn't like her would realize or recognize her cause.

The people we love, some of them, took it personally as though we were attacking their kindness. One thing is for certain, whether we stay or go...no one will be hearing from either of us in the public forums again because that was a disaster.

I thought she did an excellent job of making her point but apparently not. Sometimes, its up to the new kids on the block, to offer the first hand sake but; if you do that in a weak way, people will think you're weak! Either way, we get it now.

Peace to everyone,

Aaron

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Let's just see each others talents and gifts, forget the color barriers, because even with the best bar soaps out there...it doesn't wash off, okay?

Feeling most of you and trying to love all of you,

Lord KnightHawk (or Aaron if you prefer) Cool

and the awesome kita_Dove, the female with a heart full of love. Kiss

Don't forget reliant and the Amazing FootSoldiers,Smile some of you met them when we first showed up here back in '05 and '06.

You guys be good and keep the love flowing, right on?

Yeah I was one of the 05 joiners and kita I'm not supr ised you stirred up such a hornet's nest but read the replies and we are all just stating not only our love and support for you but saying how we feel the farm has changed since those days and needs in many ways to get back there. Not saying it was better in "the good ole days" just that people seemed to be more tollerant and eagre to learn off each other and to see what we were all doing in our own particular spheres of kink xxxx

Love you always 

PeJay



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ooragoth, I really, really get you. I mean that, truly. I watch what your post and I read everything you say, sometimes twice. I think there is some kind of kindred spirit there and I think you are totally awesome. You're one of the cool people for sure.

Lazarus: I will never forget some of your earliest comments, always something inspirational, always kind of made us feel at home, made us feel welcome.

So many of you, like Master Lion and slave e, and like I said, too many good folk to name them all.  There's just that small underground element that gives us a hard time, but most certainly, not all of you.

We have received offers to come and visit some of you...and we are taking those invitations under advisement, its just hard to find accommodations for like 11 or 12 adults because the FootSoldiers do travel with us. We've been thinking seriously also about a bus of our own or a huge RV, because we would truly like to meet some of you guys and gals in person.

So please, like kita_Dove said, that was not a sweeping indictment against all you good people, certainly not and if we offended our friends, good friends, we are truly concerned and truly sorry.

Let me say this before I go; kita_Dove loves to cook, she's very good at it and man, we've tried some of the recipes that some of you have sent to our email box back home...and the various cuisine is just awesome, totally awesome! Thanks so much for the good food ideas.

Let's just see each others talents and gifts, forget the color barriers, because even with the best bar soaps out there...it doesn't wash off, okay?

Feeling most of you and trying to love all of you,

Lord KnightHawk (or Aaron if you prefer) Cool

and the awesome kita_Dove, the female with a heart full of love. Kiss

Don't forget reliant and the Amazing FootSoldiers,Smile some of you met them when we first showed up here back in '05 and '06.

You guys be good and keep the love flowing, right on?

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My first thought after reading your message was that I had to post a reply. Then I read the posted replies above and realized everything needed to be said had already been. All I can say is "DITTO". Don't leave, kita. don't change, and never let the petty ones get you down
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Ok this is going to sound a little hippy dippy but bear with me.

Its truly sad that there's still so much hate and that there's racism at all. The truth is hate is just easier and its why the weak people flock to it. In bdsm there's no real room for hate amongst the community, we need to stick together and learn from each other. 

You guys are all part of Slavefarm as much as anyone else and have a right to share your techniques and ideas as much as anyone else whether in photo or forum. Anyone who tries to say your not or that you aren't well liked here...well they can go visualy inspect the inside of a cows colon!

As a final note Lord KnightHawk your a bloody artist, a sadist with skill and creativity.

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Friends

Man oh man, don't let me start to enumerate the folk who have been good friends to us here at Slave Farm; it would take up ten pages just for openers (smiling)!

No,...live and let live; that's all we're trying to say. No real drama, nothing like that. We're trying to fit in wherever we can get in. If I like your submissions, I will rate them as highly as possible; if I don't, I typically won't rate them at all rather than ruin a good score.

Be cool and have big fun over the weekend. In peace,

Lord KnightHawk Cool

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I will say this for racism, it will never die. Either the people who hate or the people who can't forgive, both ingredients survive well within the human spirit and all attempts have failed for many reasons. To add, being judgemental seems to be deep seated inside each of us from an early age when we were shown the "how tos" to judge differences in people.

 

Sadly, this wont be the first or last time people will post this for various reason, personal attack, observation, cliques or even mobs gathering around one or more. To change the core of peoples thinking takes more then sitting down and reading for a few hours a week or watching a TV show or a movie (though some or all of those above have made impacts)

 

In defense of some of us older Slave Farmers, this site has taken on a huge change and roll for information about this lifestyle, most of it I personally do not agree with the direction it has gone or the medium for which we use now to communicate to each other and as a result we have seen a great many "good" people leave here not to return. 

 

Anytime you place yourself on the meat slab here or elsewhere, you will stand the risk of someone not liking you and even hating you. A sad side effect of not living in utopia. To be free and open about yourself will always draw out peoples who feel the need to be the local critics squad.

 

My advice is to smile a bit more, take a breath but be careful when rallying troops to a cause, sometimes the cause can get lost in the mob.

 

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Good for you for being who you are and to have the courage to say so. For those that dislike you for the color of your skin who needs them! For those who dislike the photos who needs them! You please your Master and enjoy the pain he gives, good for the both of you!

Sir Eon Bliss

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My dear kita, I had no idea you were suffering such discrimination on this site. Rest assured that should anyone force you and Master Aaron out, then I shall follow in very short order. I only know you from on here and the odd emails we share but I, for one, Love you for who you are! Please don't let the petty minded and "competitors" on this site deter you from what you do and enjoy most. Forever your friend xxxxx
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to each his own
my wife pet is not a big pain slut but loves humiliation and degredation ...some say they are not into that either ....the differences is whre the spice is ...keep going lol pet has looked at your pics and gone oh my goodness after having been caged in a room full of men her naked collared ..she says that with respect knowing it could be her someday ..keep on keeping on 
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OMG!

OMG!!! Surprised

It would appear that i have greatly blundered with my message this morning and for that, i DO GREATLY apologize. There are too many of Y/you that W/we love and adore but, it seems the statements i made went to the hearts of the wrong people, please forgive me.

i was not making a sweeping indictment against all white people this morning, NOT AT ALL. kyra is white, she's everything to me. PeJay looks white, but my sister reliant and i and especially Master, love PeJay like a brother and best friend. OMG, how did this go so wrong? The Administrators, have treated U/us like gold because within reason, THEY allow U/us to upload whatever W/we please and i'm sure THEY treat everyone the same way. Wasn't talking about any of Y/you that have been so kind. Ret.Firefighter, took the time to show U/us how to convert and upload movies. Sir Bliss and so many others have been like family and this is O/our home away from home and a place for U/us to display O/our art. 

Like i said, i hope all the good people know who They are and my enemies know who They are. i was speaking or writing to the ones who have said and done things to hurt U/us. i was trying to use common sense logic to bridge the gap between U/us and Them so W/we A/all might someday be family. You know, look beyond Your prejudice and You might find a friend standing right next to You...that was all i meant. Now i've gotten email from the ones i love in my email box saying They didn't mean to offend U/us...Y/you didn't.

Let the peace abide, that's all i ask, E/everyone, please have a good weekend. i just wanted to speak my heart, that was all.

Kiss kita_Dove Smile

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Sweet, sweet kyra...my dear heart; i never suggested or even thought that you or the Wonderful RT, might ever judge me or His Lordship. Nothing about this message is aimed at you my pure sister.

Just setting the record straight about who i am and what i am and what Master and i are all about. Since izzy passed away, you are my best friend, my sister and my counsel whom i love dearly with all my being.

The one's who are guilty of these weak practices i mentioned, will know to whom i speak.There are many wonderful people at Slave Farm, both Male and female and they have treated U/us like equals and like good friends. The first to come to mind besides you is PeJay, who helped reliant when W/we first came back to navigate v3, they have remained good friends to this day. THEN, there are far too many others to mention, it would take a week to name them all, but sufficed to say, there are so many good and loving folks here, they know who They are, and my enemies know who They are as well.

Stay wonderful slavekyra my sister. Nothing and no one can change what w/we feel for one another. Many kisses Kiss

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Oh my kita - how can i ever judge you - your the best thing tht has happened to me in such a long time. You and Lord KnightHawk along with my Master RT give me streghten and courage everyday.  You guys make me smile & laugh --- and then make me think of things i have not .... i love that about you two.

As for others judging -- shame on you. We want so much for O/our lifestyle to be accepted - but W/we keep putting each other down all the time. Isn't it bad enough that the media does all the time -- at any givien time during the day - you can turn on a tv show -"Law & Order" "CSI" - they they are making us feel like freaks -- maybe if W/we un-night -it may stop.

Like i said before -i am learning more & moe about myself through my recovery - and being the slave i need to be - for me to be happy -

i LOVE PAIN

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THERE KITA --i said it to Sealed

you are my sister & i will never judge you !

slavekyra xxoo

 

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kyra, my angelic sister whom I love dearly,

I hear you, and I hear PeJay and all of you wonderful folk, but it is so difficult to stay where you are not welcome. No one wants to feel as though they are some terrible burden on others. Some things will never change as was pointed out to us and that is so true. Complexion, skin color, ¿donde eras tu?, (where are you from?) and what is your heritage?; such things shouldn't mean so much, but they do.

We want to feel welcome and I just don't see the harm in that. If you come to my home, I will make you feel very welcome, like you're at your own home. That is not how we feel sometimes. We feel ostracized by those who go out of their way to ignore us.

Let your heart be at peace kyra my sweet, dear sister; give my respects and love to your fine Master RT. Trouble yourself no more about this. Let no one's heart be pale...all things shall work out as they are meant to. The Shawnee have a phrase which means hello as well as good-bye. It is: Yah-tah, Hay; which I say to everyone at Slave Farm today...Yah-tah,Hay.

We love you all,

Aaron Knight (the KnightHawk)

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First, i am well aware of the fact that many of you do not like me at all, and wish that i would leave Slave Farm. i am a slave, such things are not in my control to decide nor within the scope of my personal pervue.

Secondly, i do not EVER intentionally make an effort to up-stage any other female. i do not try to rub my talent nor my strength in anyone's face. i am what i am, period! i will never again have this conversation with anyone at Slave Farm so, i'm trying very hard to make myself absolutely clear.

I have tried to follow this but find myself unable to make sense of it.

It seems that there is something to do with racism; that has NO PLACE in modern life, especially in the minority of a minority of a minority that the BDSM slave-life that we admit in our lives and in our position in slavefarm.

It seems that there is some envy or something like that in the rating of kita_Dove's pictures. They look excellent to me. Admittedly, I don't follow ratings, but I would ignore what people say negatively, accept praise, and go on about life as a very attractive slavegirl.

As someone once said, "Can't we all just get along"!

My $0.02.

Alan

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Reliant,

I know nothing of what you speak.  I do know and appreciate you and your sisters and your Master for sharing with us.

Thank you

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Dear Lord KnightHawk -

i am sorry but i think it is silly to not post anymore-i was not at all offeaded by my sisters kita's post - i was in support of her and waned her to know i always have her back  - no matter what Laughing so please keep posting -i enjoy them a lot ! & have learned from them

slavekyra

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As someone with Algonquin ancestry, I hope at least some of you can understand how powerful the meaning of my using a Lakota Sioux prayer is. I say Mitakuye Oyasin ( This is a simple but profound Lakota prayer: Mitakuye Oyasin. These two words mean All My Relations or We are All Related. To pray this prayer is to petition God on behalf of everyone and everything on Earth. Mitakuye Oyasin honors the sacredness of each person's individual spiritual path, acknowledges the sacredness of all life (human, animal, plant, etc.) and creates an energy of awareness which strengthens not only the person who prays but the entire planet)

By this I mean, dear kita and Aaron, The Lord KnightHawk, don't let the petty minded and bigotted on this site affect you, I am gratified to see you have had the courage to post more pictures, let the negative comments and deliberate low rateings roll off you, as the water from a duck's back and do what you do best. The sooner some people realise we are all of the same race, Homo Sapiens, meaning sapient human or the man that thinks, the better, you wouldn't hate a dog because it was black and yours was white, so why hate a person because in their ancestry they came from a country where a dark skin protected them from the sun and kept them alive? It is just a colour, no more. We are merely of different tribes with diverse cultures and religions. So I say to you both, particularly, again Mitakuye Oyasin!

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