Bowing before all Misters and my sisters, in humility, i do love Y/you. i wanted to put this in a blog but reliant's blog doesn't function correctly. i have permission from His Lordship to do this and i ask that E/everyone please bear with me for a few moments. The following is directed more at the female population at Slave Farm, than it is toward the GentleMen.
First, i am well aware of the fact that many of you do not like me at all, and wish that i would leave Slave Farm. i am a slave, such things are not in my control to decide nor within the scope of my personal pervue.
Secondly, i do not EVER intentionally make an effort to up-stage any other female. i do not try to rub my talent nor my strength in anyone's face. i am what i am, period! i will never again have this conversation with anyone at Slave Farm so, i'm trying very hard to make myself absolutely clear.
Until recently, i didn't know what to call myself, i have now adopted the entitlement of maso-submissive, above all other termonologies, it seems to fit best. The reason i suffer as hard as i do, has nothing to do with anyone other than myself, not EVEN my Lord Aaron, rather, it is due to two different elements.
1) i love pain, i really, truly do!
2) People do not chose what they are to be in this life, it is pre-written into each person's genetic code.
To hate me for being what i am or who i am, is to hate your own sister in your own family; because she's taller, or more slender or she can dance better than you. Its senseless because she did not design herself. Who ever or what ever Created all humans, also sets the standards of their conduct as well as their attitude toward life. None of us can determine for ourselves what our characteristical make up will be like. We simply are. The Creator doesn't ask, He or She, makes each one of us according to Their divine will or wishes.
i am not at Slave Farm to compete against any of you, i am here because my Lord Aaron has brought me here and i will not ask Himself to remove me until He decides to move on, for good. A word to the wise: Lord Aaron feeds off of petty attitudes; it opens a line of diatribe for Him to make His point. You will never punk Him out with silliness or childish criticisms.
To despise either of U/us will not change anything. To come to O/our gallery and rate the lowest score you can, will not change anything, to see me as your enemy, will not change anything, because once again, i am an obedient slave who is fully under the control of the Man i adore.
Also, pain feels good to me, very good! It stirs all of my emotions all at once. To be beaten or pierced or whatever else, to my Lord's satisfaction, is what i live for. Many people here seem to enjoy seeing the inside of O/our life T/together, some don't...but W/we have every right to be O/ourselves just as surely as you have that same right.
i did not come before you today to be beg for mercy or to be forgiven for anything because i have done nothing wrong to anybody, ever, to be forgiven for. If you hate my darker skin, that's your problem; not mine. i could care less about nationality because my own mother hated the ground that i walked barefoot upon.
i was raised and initially trained by an old, Russian, masochistic bitch named "izzy" who didn't care about my color, she just understood that i was a little girl who needed some guidance. Consequently, i never learned to habor dislike for any person simply for the sake of the skin their in.
i have been a fully functional slave ever since i was 13 years old, i am now 47 years old...you do the math. This is a lifestyle choice that i first made as a child and i have no regrets, not a single one. Being hurt and brutally abused is something i crave...many of you know within your heart of hearts, that if i were a white female, i would be highly praised among you and warmly accepted. i do not bow to racism. Why should i; no race can claim perfection above another?
Finally, if you hate me today, don't stop...and don't pretend like you love me tomorrow. i have a strong moral compass and i will not be led by anyone or anything, other than to the places where i wish to go or be; and i chose to be with and go with my Lord Aaron Knight (Lord KnightHawk), to the very ends of this world.
i respectfully withdraw in peace,