Greetings..~smiles~
This year is all but over. For those that set goals for desired changes within themselves and their respective propertys:
To the Free: What were a few of your goals for yourself and property lifestyle related, and were they achieved?
To the property: Wether known or unknown..What things do you feel have changed or improved about yourself as a direct result of your Owner related to this lifestyle?
Greetings..~smiles~
Well no sense in wasting a thread. :)
This year has seen alot of self control come about when confronted with things that bothered or upset star or when felt even further removed from the goings on of our lives. It wasn't perfect but it was a direct result and resultant from cummulative training from Master in understanding her slavery, aspects of slavery, and her relation to him in that slavery.
This year with continued input and direction from Master..the issues with jealousy have gone from unhealthy and distrustful reasoning to healthy and trusting..even now longing and wanting for additions to Masters family, and wishing Master would take more of a active role in persuing this..which he has stated he would since stars growth in this area has come to where he wanted it to be.
As a result of everything and just day to day living under the same roof..star has come to a much deeper seperation of bdsm versus M/s. Master and slave is quite independent. There are no bells or whistles or needs for daily gleeful attacks of it being fun, and exciting as is often produced or sought after with bdsm. It simply is what it is, and to live it for star to the fullest..this understanding was needed for the very groundwork.
Well Wishes
starshine
Happy slave of Master Delvin