This is something I would be very happy doing. It would make me feel very dirty, and that tends to excite me a lot. I would absoultely love it. The older, grosser, the better.
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Master is sending me to Vegas as soon as school finishes, end of April for two weeks to work as an escort. Apparently, everything is already arranged. I'll be going with another girl. I'm a bit affraid but I'll suppose I'll be fine.
Ive been doing this for a few weeks already and I love it. I usually work one afternoon, incalls. it's an appartment and sometimes I'M alone, but more often there is four of us. My Master presented me to this guy who runs the place and them being good friends, he knows everything about our relationship.
I've always been into a lot of humiliation. My first experiences of humiliation were when my Master took me in public in ridiculous outfits: usually an impossibly short skirt and forced me to walk far from him on the street, getting tons of strange looks. That was always fun, but it somewhat stalled.
Now I cant even describe how humiliated I feel when a client comes in and he choses me or another girl. I usually do 8 hours a week (sometimes two shifts when I have more time). I wait into my room between clients, reading, going on the internet, watching TV, etc and dressing-up until I have to come out when the buzzer rings. The excitement of having to parade before a client half naked simply amazing..
Of course, my boss knows why I'm there and Master allowed him to do many things with me. For instance, I did refused once to lick a client's ass as he jerked out himself. The guy complained and the boss told me. Later on he phoned my Master and I understood he allowed him to correct me. So he waited until we closed at 4 am that night, I was dressed and ready to go, he asked me to stay, told me to get naked. he grabbed me by the hair and hit me on the face and on my ass a few times. That was one of the times I regreted doing this, but shortly afterwards I felt better about it.
Another time was when he I came out without my makeup on for the first client. We were six, and I was the only girl without makeup and lipstick. That evening, he asked me to lie down on a rug, he wrapped me into it and hit me with his feet. I understood later that the point was that it leaves no bruises.
I am fine with this life. We are well treated... the things my boss allows himself to do with me are only because my Master (and I) agree to them. For those of you who are into heavy humiliation... you don't know what that is until you've been beaten by a pimp, often in front of friends of his or other girls. For now, it's what I want and I like it.
@OP
So far He hasn't sold me. He's given me to people to use. I'm actually excited for the day that someone pays for my use. I know I won't disappoint. Neither the customer, nor my owner.
i have to wondered about the problems that arise from this. Not judging others either - but how far will you go to please this domm??? and does it ever come to the point where he will not want anything to do with you because of all this. DOES HE TAKE PRECAUTIONS TO KEEP YOU SAFE ??? kyra
This is something that sets me in a tailspin from time to time. "Will He eventually find how dirty I am to be too much for Him?"
To be honest? It's gotten to the point that I just can't care. If I get to be to disgusting for Him He'll either train it out of me or sell me. But me is all I can be.
being whored out is HUGE for me. its always been one of my biggest fantasies. Probably coz i was always one of those 'goody two shoes' type growing up (very sheltered upbringing too) - until i discovered myself and the wonderfully decadent world of BDSM!!
i still fantasize almost constantly of being made to work as a stripper/exotic dancer.
Master has rented me out once. i absolutely *loved* the experience but unfortunately the Dom broke Master's rule of no permanent marks. even so i would still love to be rented out again to earn money for Master with my body. it makes me feel so owned and the thought of being used by a complete stranger makes me dripping wet.
of course we worry about the safe sex/std thing but at the end of the day its Master's decision (problem??!). ahh the joys of slavery ![]()
but sometimes I've accepted money from other just to humiliate her...
Kaz
I think that a slave must be happy if the Owner find a way to exploit it. and this include also prostitution that is also a very good training technique.
Be usefoul and able to give pleasure to the owner is the only reason to live for a slave.
laura
personally it doesnt harm my self esteem at all, I have experienced the lowest self esteem ever before and this doesnt seem to get to me at all, it can even be empowering at times! It depends on your personality and what types of things you allow to bother you above all else. It might harm you to start with or if youre doing it full time, but I only do it now and then so it doesnt get to me. If I did it all the time then it may well be a different case entirely.
Stds are always a concern, just make sure condoms are used and also put on your toys if anyone else uses them. But stds are still a concern when playing with a guy you might pick up for a night for fun or even a fuck buddy or a night out at a swingers club, its just the same really.
As for a Dom getting turned off by it, well thats an individual thing really, some love it and encourage it whilst others want complete cessation of everything and hate the idea.
i have to wondered about the problems that arise from this. Not judging others either - but how far will you go to please this domm??? and does it ever come to the point where he will not want anything to do with you because of all this.
DOES HE TAKE PRECAUTIONS TO KEEP YOU SAFE ???
kyra
I am being sincear. Does this hurt your self esteem? Or is it just a kink ? Are you afraid of std's? I am honestly trying to understand.
I suppose it is so far off my own range that I am curious to the effects it has, both good and bad.







