Age : 45

Gender : Woman

Body type : Athletic

Weight (kg) : 150lbs

Height (cm) : 5ft 1in

Eye Color : Blue

Hair Color : Red

Sexual orientation : Bi-sexual

Tatoos : A single

Piercings : A single

Actively Seeking :Dominant Men, Dom/Domme Couples

Biography : "wasted time is wasted passion" "coppied from slave craft only the quote above" so to this end she will be serving the Master/Mistresses in her life that have helped her become who she is at there request until she finds a Master of her own. She would not be opposed to a Dominant cpl . She would also accept a trainer that is skilled in protocols Who am i? .... i am the flower of early spring reaching for the sky who is just starting to bloom......into the person/slave She is to becoming Who is nervous about the world and people around her at times she hides in the tall grass ,in other times she bravely shows her brilliant colors to the world and people around her. she is playful at time's and other times the flower on the ground with a partially wilted stem from events in her life. she always come back to her full inner strength. She often wants to be supportive and encouraging but because of how it is said is misconstrued , misunderstandings happen. This flower is delicate but strong she is trusting and caring almost to a fault and hope's nothing will ever change this in herself. she knows she can withstand the strongest storm that come here way. She usaly dose not venture Beyond the confines of her picket fence(the Masters in her life she feels protected by and the place that is her second home The Lair de sade) "wasted time is wasted passion" "coppied from slave craft the quote only" so to this end she will be serving the Master in her life that have helped her become who she is at there request until she finds a Master of her own. She has decide to be braver and venture out more often. She is always the awkward strange flower that some mock, Some see the beauty in her soul, others are confounded by,and some understand she is the protocol driven, service oriented,pain slut. Some will never believe one can have a heart so free of malice. with decadtion , obedience and service and trust at her core. She will defend even the people who dislike her when she feels they have been done wrong because it is her nature and moral compass to do what is right and have compassion. Her greats joy is in serving She is now embracing a deep part of herself that she realizes she is not so much a pain slut but derives her joy and centered slave self in serving in what ever way is asker of her she knows her strength and value as a slave. What she has discovered is that her body adjusts to the intensity of impact play, and when i am behaving as the Master i am serving orders then i become wet,find bliss, because she can give "it"(whatever that "it" is impact play ect.... It is in thous moments weather it be a flogging,spanking Cainningn, paddled ECT...(Forms of BDSM Masochism/service of a slave)or the simple act of serving a drink made to perfection,cleaning. This is when her heart grow wings and allows her to continue to search for her own Master These times bring her back to her center. she also learns the depth of her submission. When she dose not have the time's of service Her truth is still present that she is a slave. She has the soul and heart of a slave that needs the balance of vanilla and BDSM. Her heart Which is to serve in how it is desired ...... she is now striving for grace dignity and beauty in everything she dose.....This is a work in progress In short if you have gotten this far i need a hedonistic sadist (if you don't understand my meaning ask me it not religion) with a lot of exp and who is will to blend vanilla and BDSM. yes i do believe a Master and slave can be married The marriage just has guiding principals that are not vanilla. Also if she fond a Dominant couple that wanted a slave or slave of their own she might find her permanent home there as well. she is looking for her garden to grow and she knows only God knows whom it will be. Here is a list of some of her favorite vanilla pastimes Disneyland (guess i am a kid at heart),wine tasting,carnivals, amusement parks (but no upside down rollacosters), traveling,fishing,camping, exploring new places, horseback riding, camping, shopping, thank you for reading my profile This should give you a fairly good picture of who i am and what i am seeking. for more info about me please see my journal it has my latest profile is contained in it. *recent emails and conversations have lead me to add this i expect full answers to questions asked, i do check references if i don't know you and you don't know people i know in the community i will will do a background check. As well as expect you to play publicly until we develop trust Warning: Any institutions or individuals using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You DO NOT have permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications. Websites (edit) http://lairdesade.com http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Exploration_Society/ Latest activity pink_pepen_slave joined the group Pain Sluts. 1 day ago pink_pepen_slave yeppie it is the weekend wishing for Saturday 3 days ago Fetishes (browse | bulk edit) Into: corsets (wearing), 24/7 (receiving), anal sex (receiving), armbinders (receiving), ballet boots/shoes (wearing), bare bottom spanking (receiving), behavior modification (receiving), being your dirty little fuck slut (receiving), belt spanking (receiving), belt whippings (receiving), black dom/domme - white sub/slave (everything to do with it), blindfolds (receiving), bondage (receiving), breast spanking (receiving), breast/nipple torture (receiving), breath play (receiving), butt plugs (receiving), caging/confinement (receiving), caning (receiving), celtic knotwork (everything to do with it), chastity devices (receiving), clamps and clips (receiving), clit spanking (receiving), clothespins (wearing), collar and lead/leash (receiving), consensual nonconsent (everything to do with it), dildos (receiving), discipline (receiving), domestic service (giving), enemas (receiving), exhibitionism (everything to do with it), figging (receiving), fishnets (wearing), fisting (receiving), genital piercings (wearing), high heels (wearing), leather (wearing), lingerie (everything to do with it), masochism (everything to do with it), master/slave (everything to do with it), masturbation, nipples (receiving), obedience training (receiving), objectification (receiving), oral sex (giving), otk spanking (receiving), pain (receiving), piercings (receiving), sensory deprivation (receiving), service (giving), service-oriented submission (giving), sex in public (receiving), skirts (everything to do with it), slave bells (wearing), slavery (everything to do with it), sleepsack bondage (receiving), sleepsacks (receiving), sleepy sex (everything to do with it), spanking (receiving), tickling (receiving), tit slapping (receiving), toys (receiving), vibrators (receiving), whips (receiving). Curious about: forced masturbation (receiving), candle wax (receiving), dental gags/mouth rape/swallowing (receiving), foot/feet (giving), handcuffs (receiving), human furniture, humiliation (receiving), latex (wearing), naked in the rain- fucking against a tree (receiving), speculums (receiving), squirting (receiving), watersports (receiving

Prefs : Slave

Willing to relocate? : No