I don't mean this as criticism of your experience, but i see a distinction between obedience given out of a need to please one's owner and obedience given for fear of pubishment.  A prisoner obeys because of an external threat of being punished; a consensual slave obeys because of an internal need to serve.  Do you obey because you don't want to displease your Master or because you don't want your ass blistered?  I don't discount either motivation; I'm just asking.  

Haywood

Haywood - i am no prisoner - i am a slave to my owner -in every sense - the whip will be used for punishment and training. i am a slave i aim to please my Master -- i born with this need to serve inside me -- & believe all women should be this way. i love my Master/ Husband with all my heart - he is the BEST thing that has ever happened to me - and i can live the life i was met to.

i think my collar - makes me so beautiful !!! 

So i obey because i love serving him and being his slave.

kyra